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well, guess what? tim is out again.. it's five in the morning and he's still high and drunk somewhere with his boys... if not daily, it's every second night.. im afraid it will be worse... but im not gonna fight, or argue, or even behave aggressivly... none of that shit... im tired of fighting.. it poisons our relationship.. i don't want to push him away from me... but i can't just ignore this constant drinking.. it hurts me... it hurts him... i don't know what to do.. don't know how to make him understand that he's destroying himself... he thinks im attacking him, while all im trying to do is to help.. but im not sure anymore that i can help him alone.. why can't his friends see that? he listens to them... they should do something about it instead of dragging him out to drink all the time... what kind of friends are they anyway??? fuck, am i the only one who sees this problem or it's another over-reaction??? cuz if im right then something has to be done.