im so bored.. bored, bored, boooooooooorrrrrrrreeeeeeddd!!!!!!!!! what a useless, worthless day... i wanna do something.. get high, and drunk, and run around the streets screaming some shit about my boring life.. ah, where is julia? she always was ready to go and do whatever.. here everybody has obligations, school, work, lack of desire for my company... and they dare to call themselves my friends.. i have no friends... i mean no friends like julia and ksusha.. they were fun.. real fun.. not this "lets go get drunk with cheap beer and talk about the meaning of life and compete who sounds smarter, while talking total bullshit" type of fun.. no way.. julia and ksusha were crazy for real.. no depressive bullshit, always in good mood, drinking what they like without thinking about money... that's real.. even if they go broke for a month, they won't drink shit just because they can't afford the drinks they truly like.. we were cool.. and now what? everyone is away.. im surrounded by artificial intellectuals, who are decades older than me yet so immature that i wanna shoot them all so that they finally would shut up and stop spreading their stupidity that i can't tolerate..
to be honest, here i mean the people who betrayed me, the people who said to be my friends, but dumped me the moment someone better entered or re-entered their pathetic existance... actually, here i mean just one, single person.
i used to trust that so called friend.. my mistake. it won't happen again.