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hello darkness my old friend, i've come to talk with you again...

he said he loves me
he also said he wants to move back to california
welcome to the hotel california, such a lovely place...
"your heart is young.. you'll be ok" yes darling, my heart is young, it is also broken and will not survive another stab... and no, i won't be ok... how can i be ok??? i love you and you want to leave.. i'll be sad, depressed, suicidal, lost, disheartened, miserable, empty... i will be everything but ok.
but then again, you won't be here to see it, and so it doesn't matter.
this is the first day of my life, im glad i didn't die before i met you.. remember that? our song? how come you don't listen to that anymore? nevermind. it doesn't matter. nothing ever matters.. right? fuck love and leave, i can't ask you to stay...

until the truth becomes a lie, until you change, until you deny... until you believe...