"you sailed so far, i can't see the ships any more..."

i miss... waking up next to him... silently watch him while he tries to hide under the blanket... away from the light, fighting for every minute of extra sleep...
i miss... his arms, which chased away my fears and insecurities
i miss... his hands, touches, the way he stroked my body with gentleness and care...
i miss... his soft lips... sweet, unexpected kisses... i could kiss him forever...
i miss... his eyes full of kindness and sensitivity... when sadness was overtaken by joy, his beautiful soul could be seen through them...
i miss... the sex... when we became vulnarable and exposed, emotional and passionate... when we became one, sharing pleasure that words can't describe...
i miss... the cuddling before falling asleep... listeing to his heart beat, running my hand through his hair... saying"i love you", but never out loud...

i miss you, Tim.
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