just came home from Martinez... it was weird without Tim... even Mindori Sour didn't make me feel better... it made it worse... i miss him so much!!!
sitting in front of the screen, staring at the shiny colours, waiting... always waiting for that sharp, little sound of the yahoo log-in... his name shines up with bright yellow...fingertips touch the keyboard and we finally speak...
but until then my heart is asleep... nothing really matters... absolute indifference and apathy... and the mounting feeling of incompleteness...
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