since i came back from amsterdam our relationship with Tim is heaven... something beyond my belief... i never trusted him so much like i do now... and the love just keeps growing day by day... he says once you reach the top it will only go down... not in my case, i feel like i keep overcoming the top, loving him more and more, and it will never stop... but if it will, it won't go down... my feelings will remain at that level.
now he's gone... went to CA for a month to be with his family... i just hope he'll get his joy for life back again and leave his depression behind... come back with new strenght and ideas...