Don't Know How to Love Him
MARY MAGDALENE

I don't know how to love him

What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed.
In these past few days
When I've seen myself
I seem like someone else.

I don't know how to take this.
I don't see why he moves me.
He's a man. He's just a man.
And I've had so many men before
In very many ways
He's just one more.

Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?

Do not you think it is rather funny
I should be in this position
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so

I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?

Yet, if he said he loved me
I'd be lost.
I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope, just couldn't copeI'd turn my head
I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so.
I want him so.

I love him so.