moving out and living on my own, its not such a bad idea,
BUT ...
will i be able to support myself? will i have enough money, and not living from paycheck to a paycheck and why do i really want to do it?
is it to be independent? to stay late everynight? to have come overs?
to get a serious boyfriend?
why? i wish i knew, so before i move out , i have to answer this question to myself :"WHY DO I WANT TO DO THIS?"

God Bless me
so lost, damn i hate being in my 20's
its so easy when you are a teenager - you live with your parents, care about nothing
and when you are in ur 30's- you get a family and live in your own house
but when you are in ur 20's- you are lost, "i am not a girl, not yet a woman" , haha ,

20's -- single, broke, poor but full of energy and enthusiasm
GOD HELP ME