hard day,
today was the funural day. :-(
my mom is all sad and devistating.
school sucks.
some chinines guy at pat jonhson office said that i am beautiful and that i would get a job quick so i dont' have to worry about that.........funny....
saw andy in the elevator...he offered help with my resume, great, i should go to him and update it.......than he gave me an advice - LOOK STRAIT AT PPLS EYES WHEN U TALK, DON'T LOOK DOWN - i know i must do that and sometimes i don't, i am shy and i don't know why, but i hate to look at ppls eyes when we are talking.....i have a hard time trusting ppl...and speaking about trust...
i saw eugine today and he asked me what i got on a midterm. apprently he got a better grade than i did .............WHAT>?........and when i came in late for the midterm he called on me and asked me to sit next to him.........well i thought he wanted to cheat of me, BUT he said he wanted to HELP ME CHEAT FROM HIM B/C I WAS LATE.................what????????????????????????? what the hell.....usually ppl cheat of me, and he was so nice and offered me his help? maybe i was thinking wrong about him, maybe he is not that bad , not that bad at all.............who knows............i have a headache