fu***g biatch , she ruined my day
i feel so stupid for telling her everytime about my lovelife.
i know its my mistake for doing that.
she is my best friend, why does she uses it against me?
why is she so jealous.
i knew this would come up.
i don't want her as a friend anymore.
she stood me up a million times.
she is a horrible friend.
olga! i hate you.
now that my day is ruined i have to go and take my fin test. great. the most important class to me and i can't think of anything but her fucking message on my facebook. fucking facebook , it doesn't work when i want to delite this message so badly . i don't want anyone to see it. its a curse and a lesson for me to stop sharing my stories w/ her. she is not that kind of person that you can share w/. she is fun, but she is not ur best friend. i guess i deserve it. its not the first time she does it to me.
this has to end. she thinks that andrew is w/ me because we made out on a first day we met and now that he is jsut comming for more . and she tells me that after her date was ruined. well thats ur problmes if he stood u up. i can't trust u anymore. this is it. now i only have one best friend in my life - myself. and my good friend irina, who is also times to times gets jealous of me. but at least she is loyal and likes me a lot at the same time.

good news: i got accepted into my study abroad program :-))