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Тот самый обещанный слэш про блинков...любой комментарий будет принят и прижат к сердцу!)Написала его от того,что наслушалась Lost Without you.Пыталась сначала написать что-то по русски,но потерпела сокрушительную неудачу...попыталась по английски...И пошло поехало!!!В общем,читайте и сами всё поймёте!
з.Ы.слэш оч тёмный получился)

Tittle:Lost without you
author:Me-Anxietyyy!)
Paring:Mark/Tom ?
Rating:um...PG?i'm not sure!

Here it goes!!!



"I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin "

I can go on forever..If you stay with me. But you didn't. You left, without a goodbye...you left with a shotgun in your hand and a cold, lost look in your eyes. I was having a bad day..I didn't mean to yell at you..Now..everything is just one contiuous bad day, one never ending nightmare. I was your best friend..I was your lover sure and true..I take those honors with me as I load the gun. I look at your lifeless body and I kiss you...hoping, praying, like the sleeping beauty you are, that you'll wake up. But you don't.

"Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you"

I don't want to be alone, I never did. I didn't mean what I said. I can't live without you. It's near impossible. You were the wings that lifted me from an abyss of depression. You left me tonight. Were you scared when I yelled at you? I hate myself for that. Yelling at such a pure soul. I'm utterly lost without you, lost in this dense, dark fog called life.

"I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this "

I'll wait for you 'till sunrise a thousand times, just to bileve you aren't gone. My watery eyes stay focused on your body, paler than ever. I close my eyes and hear your footsteps, followed by your laughter..such a sweeet, claming sound. I smile at the image of your beautiful face. I don't want this to end, but as thge cold blood touches my skin, I am shocked back to a cruel reality.

"Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you "

Thomas, Why did you leave? We've had fights before. We always worked things out. You'd always say "Mark, is this what you want..yelling, anger?" And I'd say that I didn't. You left tonight..and since I'm useless without you, I shall follow. I take the shotgun, put it to my head and kiss your lips. And with one last dying breath I whisper the words."See ya soon Tom."