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I feel like Im nonentity.
cant even understand why exactly.
didnt go to uni-ty. just tired of blaming and lookin.+didnt have any power inside for there hw tasks. + I knew if I come they would blame only me that Im so lazy, missing classes.. oh yeah, but everybody are completely angels. teachers are killing me. for sure. even if i dont give a damn after some time i start blaming myself for this. fuck, im so tired of this mood changes and sometimes of doing nothing and vice versa doing too much. uni-ty means a lot to me and at the same time i hate it.

now im officially nobody's. i broke up with him.. i cant stand men now. maybe it happened coz of forced experience?...
yesterday I felt almost in love, today.. nothing. i understand that now im wasting my time. smoking, writing here smth stupid.. i'd better go and do some sport\ and took pictures.. it always helps.
Sun is shinning so bright now, but it irretates me so much. and i know why.. it's only because of my fffuckin conscience..

anyway, today is gonna be good day.

LI 5.8.22