why do i feel LOST myself on fridays?...i remember RAINBOW SAID:"why dont u commit a SUICIDE...is that the TRUE colour of RAINBOW SOUL?

its cruel not to block this nickname...this is the agony...no more mails, not possible phone calls,but remorses and emptiness stay...its so easy to delete and to build not so

olga, are u not offended? so...your attitude is strange...and mine is absurd...

cause the worst sickness is the soul sickness...u can call it melancoly or nostalgy...firs word means to live in black according to the greek expression melas melaina melan and nostalgy means the pain of the past...simply u dont live yet the present or the future cause u are lost in the past memories...

and taio is right, only life is important but time...vremia...ever the time...its evanescent so evanescent like a dream and when u realise u´re a dreamer in real world u suffer the consequences and there is no possible hide...u can travel, u can write, u can sleep, u can dream even but ever u´re slaver of the chain...and u feel yourself like henry faber in homo faber or like the person of cioran in chronicle of a suicide...tanya was wrong....its not possible to commit a suicide to me cause i am dead yet...she never understood that...

i like the way u hold andrey...well...i imagine this late u´ll block this nickname...to block my ip was good to me cause i was destroying and killing my own spirit doing that to uknowed and innocent people...and at the end...

You is really shizoid man. At secondary, track of your junk under KGB control now. Be happy.
(Всем знаюсчим олбанцкей превед! Это шызнутойе криведко меня задолбало тожы.)
people is angry..