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It was a hot August night. She was lying on her wide comfortable bed trying to fall asleep. Her eyes were wide open, staring at the ceiling. The silence was
filling her body in slowly. She could hear only the fan and the occasional dog spaws on the stairs. Suddenly she realized that these sounds were extremely
annoying. She turned to the left to the bedside table, grabbed the controller,
turned off the fan and felt satisfaction. For a couple of seconds she enjoyed
the silence until she understood that the heat was even worse than the noise.
She thought life was unfair. Why can t we get things without loosing others??
The reality filled her empty head with bitterness. She tried to forget that
frustrating evening and think of something good but she just couldn t. Light
memories left her helpless mind. The truth punched her tired brain with new
portion of sad thoughts. Why do I never fall in love with those who like me??
Why do I need to be pushed away to feel real love?? Cell phone interrupted the
stream of disappointment. She jumped out of the bed being at the same time
afraid that her parents might have heard it and happy that he at last called
her. She picked up the phone and heard excited voice of her best friend, who
asked if she was ok and why she had run away. She was so upset that couldn t
make up a good reason for her weird behavior last night so she just lied in a
particularly silly way. She wanted to finish this painful conversation, as she
was not in the mood for listening about someone s happiness. At last she could
hang up. In order to distract her from sad thoughts she decided to talk to some
of her friends in chat-room. She wanted him to be on line to say lots of
important things and at the same time she was so afraid to express her feelings
that she didn t want to talk to him. But anyway he was there. She tried to stay
calm but she couldn t concentrate on the main subject as she was extremely
worried. They talked for about 15 minutes and then he went to bed. She was still
sitting at her desk, staring at the screen and thinking of those nice things
that he had told her. But she was not sure if it really was what she wanted to
hear from him. Actually he didn t say anything definite, he just hinted all the
time. Suddenly she realized how hot it was in the room. She felt she needed some
fresh air. Through the large open window she got to the roof. Next moment she
was lying there, admiring the incredible beauty of calm wise moon and sleeping
lake. The moonlight was flowing through her wide open innocent blue eyes
straight into her soul, where new hope was dancing in the rhythm of her nervous
heart....
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