The howling of the wind ....i wish it could really erase all these thoughts in my mind....ahh...stupid wind...i wanna merge with you....become a humble part of you...fly with you...vanish in your screaming whisper...
....but such happiness is not for me.....not in this____
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The lillies are back
They swirl,repeating that familiar movement inside my mind
The elephaÑts are also back...tip-toeing on the edge of sanity with their heave feet
¿Are these the sympthomes of upcoming rebirth?or just another level of____
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Why do I know nothing and always sway in nothingness
Seems Im drunk, but I am not....
Just drifting in the smoke of my and almost my cigarettes

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NM heh,,,u wont believe , but Im smoking Marlboro....weird

Fucking me