right then.....

the moaning commences.....

first, chris wont leave me alone, keeps calling me at all times, gets annoyed that ive *slept with his best friend* and stuff, threatens to kill himself-generally nothing pleasant.... ward sister is at me for being ill all the time, so ill have to do lots of overtime. got pissed off today and did lots of work. but still not enough. just no motivation, no energy, no nothing. blagh.

thats it. i do apalogise for being all miserable, but thats my life at the moment. i might wake up tomorrow and decide im happy, but then im likely to remember that its 7am and i have to go to work, and i wont finish till 9pm, and likely to go all miserable again....

aargh. i hate my life.