hello again,

i just managed to get myself to the library after an 8 hour morning shift at the hospital... just trying to remember what im meant to be doing in here, quite sure it isnt spamming people... or is it??

well, i was ill last week, so missed lots exciting stuff at the hospital.... what wouldnt you give to spend time with the discharge coordinator?? mm? or a patient liaison and advocacy service officer? yummy......

upsetting event of the year-tickets for manson sold out AGAIN!!!!!! NOOOOOO!!! must see manson!! *cries*

just as i thought things with ex were getting a bit quieter...... hes been to the doctors who referred him to psychiatric hospital for review!!!! anddd he wants me to go with him, so i had to get a day off work... all because of me! nooooooo (nats dont tell mother)
oh, and i told him im seeing chris. he was "very happy for me" as chris can "look after me a lot better than he ever could" and "how could he, hes my friend", and how could i "so early, youre just on the rebound"... but at least "its not gary" so yeah..... ummm.... happy

made an appointment with the tissue viability nurse who agreed to see me about my dissertation. woohoo!!

got another docs appointment on thursday... have a feeling shell increase my medication again, I JUST DONT WANNA BE HAPPY!! aargh

hmm what else.... no-wave didnt get halloween friday (we had to choose between that and fewtish night) we always always always had halloween night since the beginning of time!!! *cries* but we're gonna have a little partee with my housemates who are oh so enthusiastic about it. lorena has been to raid my wardrobe-im worried-most of my clothes can be worn as a part of a halloween outfit.. oops speaking of clothes-ive been naughty and bought myself a PROPER corset.... its sooooo lovely, if a bit.. strangling and restricting. even chris (ex) said i looked nice (!!)