hello diary,

im back to earth now (and the uk), so can finally get some sleep and lay off the food....

i dont know what to do with my ex..... its been over half a year now, but he still wants me back.... how weird... why? dont know. but he just wont leave me alone, and i feel guilty and responsible, and really, really bad..... but theres nothing i can do is there? it all just went wrong, noones fault, shit happends. but theres no way back, and he just wont take no for an answer. besides, why would i want him back now that i found the ideal male? (not that my ex knows about it)..... i just have a talent for getting myself into trouble dont i?

uni next week.... ewwww..... dissertation.... not too sure what that means, but know that it involves me and effort, and thats bad enough...

k, enough of my ramblings for today.... chiao!