hair update-spent 3 (THREE!!!!) hours at the hairdressers, endured the evil hairdressing students looking F-A-S-H-I-O-N-A-B-L-Eputting foil over my face, pulling my hair, brushing my ears and doing other such heathen things. however, i now have -TA DA!-cool hair with red bits. not yet sure what Ailsa will think about it. Somehow dont think she'll be impressed. i also keep catching myself spelling her name wrong and then getting annoyed. hmmmm.....

other than that...... revenue reckon i have too much money, so theyre not going to give me any. it seems to them that anyone under the age of 25 doesnt not get hungry. now im waiting for the tax office to tell me they didnt REALLY tax me at the basic rate and didnt REALLY commandeer millions of my hard earned pounds. ARSE.

lt is this weekend. mixed feelings about it. well, not really-Ailsa cant wait to go. Annie is not so sure..... here we go again. Mike, you will pay for this!! *shakes fist*

MY natural patience and carefully if artificially cultivated assertiveness are back. i seem to have stopped turning into jelly every time something bad happends. at least for now....self preservation instinct...... innit...... :D maybe the FATE finally decided to give me a break before more interesting midnight discussions with local mental health services.......