soooo up and down.... dont know what my mood is going to be next minute.....trying to keep myself occupied, but it isnt helping much....
so, do not actually know what is going on.....had a weird episode last week, not sure what brought it on, but i feel it fucked things up just that little bit more.... i dont like it that what i do scares people.....
nic tried to put me off-showed me her leg. she got upset-one of her friends died-and ended up with stitches.... not ssure how, but this just encouraged me.... gave me ideas.... not good is it.....
bought myself a schoolgirl dress..... again, not sure why, just seemed like a good idea at the time....
work is ok. erm. green things are growing, vaguely. bathroom been desinfected/exorcised....
hair being done tomorrow.......
why am i writing Bridget Jones style?