feeling all weird all day. well, since friday actually. hopefully just withdrawal, otherwise i dont know....

little m00 got herself voc ex with some poncy top designer person. pffff, i hung around the hospital like a lemon for a week for my voc ex..... <------ kinda like that

work is ok. trying to keep my foot firmly outside the mouth by not saying exactly what i think about girlie movies, pop music and boybands. its hard........ im kinda mostly managing.... i dunno. i knew there was a reason girls avoid me. however, arranging choccies into neat little piles is great fun! i know, i know, im sad....

talking about girlie films-saw Mona Lisa Smile last night with Dori. Now, what do i think about it *puts on art critics hat*...... the plot was rather clver, acting amazing. Juia Roberts rarticulary good. however, the general impression was way too Holliwood, was too sugar coated and prettified. now, the aim was presumably to show the wrongness of vies and morals of 50s America, which was all well and good, until the point in which the Julia Roberts' character fails her mission and leaves, which left me personally wondering-WHAT is the story saying exactly? i couldnt help but feel that by letting the system win in this case the movie upholds the ideals of the 50s housewife...... i know im being confused and probably wrong, but so was the movie. Even a considerable amount of pretty dresses didnt save it in my eyes. as for frequent happy-glossy hollywood family scenes-just made me want to scream. hopefully, that was the idea....... anyway,

went and picked up a tax form today-the bloody pikeys are taking off most of my money for tax... and what am i supposed to live on? apple cores? honestly. bloody bureaucrats. *shakes fist at the Government*

noone is replying to my desperate emails about moving out, so im still living between two homes, which annoys me rather a lot. actually, most things are annoying me rather a lot at the moment, particularly the fact that my body seems to lag about a second and i risk falling over every time i move. bloody pills.... bloody surgery receptionists..... do they breed them to be horrible scags or is it an evolutionary thing?

sorry about a variety of rants today. i am really ok. more or less. yeah..... ignore the rants.