life is progressively weird. just as you thought it cant get any more screwed up, it does, but that isnt something we didnt know already. a lot of deep-and-meaningfulls happened on tuesday, which i feel have helped things move on , and maybe start resolving themselves. anyway, i feel better. i know where i belong now.

i have losty my pointy hat substitute, which is a tragedy...... with it gone are-my phone, my purse, the entire make-up kit, and about 100 g of bestest, purest, and most illegal viennese truffles........ woe is me.......

need's night was also resolving in many ways..... i was glad to find out Dori is feeling angry. Need has a girlfriends, which is also good. and no pikeys were there, so i didnt attmpt to sacrifice myself to the greater good of freeing the world of pikeys.... Nic also spoke to me, we are going to meet up and have a heart to heart. maybe she can bring me back to life, after all, shes been through similar shit, and probably more of it....

anyway, just joined my 3rd game-vampire LARP. i have a vampire -witch character, who i kinda like. i am going to call her Lucidique. i really hope she doesnt do what Ailsa did and make over my life from time to time randomly.........





well this is about all the news from my fucked up little life for now........