you can close your eyes and really sleep...........

some unknown power keeps me alive and sane, however doing anything productive with my time and/or money is getting rather difficult. getting mildly fed up with all the internal politics of this house, and the fact that im am being *given space*, or rather, avoided, and treated like something that might explode at any minute. with extreme caution.... im not about to die!!

generally, just drifting along for the time being, waiting for things to get untangled and perfectly fine. apart from that-apathy. complete apathy. perfectly functioning well preserved zombie.