there is something i really need to write down, something that happened last night. not that i actually know what exactly happened, despite having a few theories.....

ok, ill try to be honest with myself. it felt like June, Bunnies ex who committed suicide 5 years ago, was making contact..... with him i guess, through me. trying to tell something. i know this because i said a few weird things i didnt mean to say..... such as, " i wont do it to you again", or "i miss you", or " im not who i am".... and a constant feeling that somthing is trying to get through to me-just like those times before, when something evil happened, but it wasnt threatening. more begging, frustrated,struggling to tell someone something. i dont know....

oh and now i know what a cemetry looks like in the moonlight