it's so starnge to be in the morning. pretty cool actually, its just getting there is hard. lots to do, but thoughts are scattered across the brain cortex in no particular order and dont seem to want to arrange themselves in any particular order. waiting for the woman to call me and tell me if i can have a job. everything quiet... noone is interested in me, which could be a good thing.

going out tonight. not in a going mood as usual, but ill get there. too much going out.

motivated enthusiastic people annoy me at the moment. ill go see caroline, see if she will m,ake me cry this time.

all my stitches itch,
my prescription's low.........

-do you love your gun?