finally got a chance to listen to a bit of manson.... tis good.

just started feeling vaguely human after last night. i discovered that the old gay bar we used to go to at college because noone cared that we were underage is now doing *rock nights*, so after a non-alcoholic-mini-wine-bar-crawl (you cant go on a pub crawl in easetbourne because o0f the lack of pubs) we ended up there. so i had a couple of shots of aftershock. then a couple of glasses of bayleys. oops. but i was fine actually, if a bit more dirty minded and flirty than usual. steve then called his mate, Dave, who joined us. dave turned out to live up to the name as-totally messed up. the pub did play some decent music, and we were the only legal drinkers by the look of it too. some things never change.

then we went to steve's. where dave tried hard to seduce me. yeah, not bloody likely. he did say he had a gf, who wont mind apparently. shes 47, he's 21.

weird stuff. but it gets better. steve took me home after that. we ended up siting in his car chatting for 2 hours- i havent had a deep and meaningful of that scale for a while. hm. then his car broke so he had to get a taxi.... hmmmm

do i attract weird people or something?