yeah.... *cries* Just been to a psychiastrist, lovely little indian lady who increased my medication.... oh well, we'll see. apparently, i do have "depressive illness". there' howz that for a diagnosis..... that alone is enough to make you bloody depressed. but now i know im going to get better. one way or another. one thing ive learned is that im on my own, theres no point in expecting help and support from anyone. if i have to do it, i have to do it myself, and all the "concerned" people arent going to do shit. im on my own....