Just one of these moments when I feel like freewriting in English. Just because. No reason, deep meaning ... well I am still working on that character of mine.
Dedication to self-destruction.
Obviously, thats the most interesting topic for people. Just like tempting desire to throw glaze through door key holes to get a sneak peek into something forbidden, self-destruction became pet-peeve of our age. Something that only "others' do. Something which is commonly refered as "stupid". Immoral. Good boys and girls of course immune to this. Always.
It is a sickness of an educated mind, that realizes his own boundries, to come up with a force that pushes or, rather, twist you from inside in silent command of "Do!"
Its really doesnt matter what, whom or how you are doing .
Oh yes, you can build. Just dont kid yourself, you already half-mastered destruction of your own. And you can't give up that fucking mental drug!