Настроение сейчас - hurry up thoughts, there are lots of new one, waiting for filling up her head

Well. new start.
What for? trying to believe that all this stuff is only for keeping in touch with myself.
For some reasons I stoped being sincere and honest in my own thoughts...with me.
And I decided to write about everything in here. To read it. To trust and to be honest with myself.
Hope it'll work and I wil find the answers for all the questions in my head.

People. All of them are weird and bizzare creatures. In virtue of some unclear and strange circumstances, they always want to get something they don't have even if these things are not so important and they, actually, don't need them at all.
Same thing is in my head right now. I'm the great prove for the words I wrote above.
Few hours ago I just wanted to go to Moscow sooo much, to visit my sister and her boyfriend. But then, right in this moment, I'm strongly waiting for cold, frozzy winter day. I want to roll myself up into the warm plaid and to turn on calm and lounge music in my headphones, something like God is an Astronaut or Sigur Ros... creepy post-rock music together with my lovely "Asya" by Ivan Turgenev - simple, light and soft story about pure love and pure feelings. I just adore it.

So feelings, dreams, desires, wishes changes so fast, that sometimes you even can't remember what was the previous wish... stupid thing.
Stupid human being. Or it's just my problem... who knows.
Then I'll write here all the crazy things inside my head. not to forget it, not to lose something that can be important.
Well, Welcome to the "forest" x)