Breaking the habit

Memory consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I safe here in my room
[Unless I try to start again]

I don't want to be the one
The battles allways choose
'Cause inside i realize
That I'm the one confuzed

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Crutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
It's never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

I paint it on a wall
'Cause I'm one in a fault
I never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
It's never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

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