I'm needless
I was always needless.
But I've noticed that just lately.
It's very uncomfortable, horrible feeling in my heart.
It's killing me. I can't breath.
I just can cry. Soundlessly.
When I've noticed that?
May be, since April.
Yeah, it was April.
Hm... Must I say that I couldn't have lived as in the past yet?
I think, it's clear.
I just can't find "previous" me. I'll never find it. I'm sure.
No hopes, no reasons to believe.
No more.
It's just like in the song:
Mirror on the wall,
Here we are again.
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend.
You told me that they can understand the man I am,
So why are we talking to each other again?