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My dear friends!
I like speaking English, but I always do stupid mistakes!!! I hope you will help me! But I already know that it's hopeless! Nobody loves me! Oh I don't know how to live with it! I want to live, not just to exist! But life is so unfair!
Yesterday everybody laughed and smiled. They had parties. They felt happiness. And I was crying all day long because of my soiled clothes! I ate a carrot and it's juice spoiled my (lovely, wonderful, again lovely) dress! Then everybody tried to muddle my brain. At last, I run away, crossed my arms and cried. I hope you had as happy holiday as I had.