it seems like i have returned in the beginning, i can even see signs n thoughts that i had before, somewhere long long time ago. not good time foor that - debts, distance n time are my enemies///
maybe i just accustomed to hear some kind of inspiration,but now i've got this empty words: DONT LOSE WHAT YOU GOT, U'RE ON THE RIGHT WAY TO GET EVERYTHING U WANT. Or maybe i just need a punch to understand that i'm just a king of fools. Ye, just like before need someone to pull me down or i will fall alone. FUCKED, just go n fuck your mind like before!!! But then comes something like: if u do that u'll forget about everything, but you need to keep warm your life that not living in you already, that means one reason, one answer to question: am i worth anything?
Yesterday i have heard something like: But what if... --- "what,what,in a but!" No baby! Stop it! It's not for the first time... How i wish to make u understand that there is no "If" for us! Ye I got some stupid thoughts too, but i believe, i know that U are the only one, if got doubts about that than get the fuck out of here (n think how to don't come back), n if you EVOL me for at least half strong like you are saying that to me dont mess around, just fuck my brain like u used to)