dear diary )
first of all, i've got some things that make me angry. sometimes i'm almost happy at the very process of my work, but when i come home, even the thought of it kills me. i love and hate some people at the same time. i feel empty when i try to do something and i feel complete when i'm doing nothing. thoughts about my life opens a big space of variants for me, and i want the feeling of Right time, Right place back.. i want my world to be "the One" for me. and i'm willing to stop being stupid.

i guess it's wonderful to be a smart person.

btw, working with teenagers is fun, sometimes i can really get entertained )