Sometimes i want to ask "For what"? For what i tolerate all things, which disturbed and confused me? This new work it's absolutely new side in my life, and it's make me happy. But besides the work i have other passions. I'm so tired, but i can't relax now, it might look like defeat, but it isn't.

sorry... but i can't leave all now... i'm better and worse that all this shit...