Waking up this morning, I suddenly realized I was defeated. Realized that the battle lost. Only .... As yet not completely understood. There is an opportunity to make a move. The battle continues.
As long as I breathe - I hope. And as long as I breathe - I will fight. Oh yes, and ..... Win and be defeated in this war .... .... All this is so ghostly, blurry, ambiguous and relative.