have you ever heard about Explosions in the Sky?? it is an American instrumental post-rock band from Texas. during last few months i have been listening their song. now I have a lot to think about.....
how to create assurance of future?? is it possible? I hate suspense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where is the confidence that tomorrow we will be the same and close to us people will be near?? I love everything unusual and interesting, beautiful and unwonted.... it is inconsistently, therefore, my world was created out of sand castles: he was handsome, but monochrome and changeable, ready to break, at best, with a Zephyr, otherwise - Bor, at any second. I know that I can do something, that not all hope is gone and I have a power, but I can not!!!!!!!! I don't know what to do with all this............ it is great when there is someone who inspires confidence and convinced of your need, who needs you. it's important to believe that this is not hypocrisy....... believe at all. how to protect yourself and those who you love????? it's so difficult to realize your helplessness, when native person lays on your hands, and you do not know what to do, how to help. at heart you know that everything is lost and you have not something to fight for...... you begin to regret the words you have not said, things you haven't done, also stop to live for a few minutes and...........awake. I don't want to let go intimate people, at least in the mind, but will always be close to their roads, even if they wouldn't remember my name......or will no longer speak.

I'm waiting for your oppinion, thanks