and whatever happens,remember:''no addictions''.
struggle with ur hands,after vodka dont call anybody.
escape often.as often as u can.no connection.turned off mobile phone.
u will understand than.
when u wont be able to breath without
when his written m.number on ur hand.
thousand of un sent messages,letters,words
when hands-cold,and heart with crazy rhythm sound
when someone's hands-burn irritating.with pain right up to the heart.
when you ll stop breath
but that would already be too late.
but at that moment
just for now,whatever happens,do not addict urself.
(c.)p