there was somth unordinary.
even extraordinary...
I mean,she is used to all of these like: '' u r the best, u r the one, u've lost my mind, feel like I need you, I cant live without you.''
she is used to it a lot.
and in fact she doesnt like it at all..
usually after those words they start write messages like: '' will you go with me? cinema, walking, dinner?''..
gosh, thats so usual. so ordinary. nothing much means that to her.
there are so many of them like that -and its boring for her.
all similar words, phrases...
she doesnt need that.
and the most interesting thing is- why? why she? wats unusual in her?
she thinks that she is so simple...
just so simple.
she can say what she feels..
and doesnt matter whatever who will think.
just so simple...
but they are always having crush..h..h..
why? hah? who knows,you know...
that is a good question.. and nobody can answer it still.
what i'm saying is
ordinary routine people are not for her anymore...
I feel like somth has changed in her life...
theres somth.. theres someone..
who as I tend to think ''not an ordinary routine person''..
there shuld be that person..
because I feel somth had changed in her life since the moment of that
''unordinary not routine person''.
a lot has changed..
shuld be a very unusual person...
just because I know her, I'm saying that, she never falls for someone..
and if she rarely does..
then the person shuld be really really ''not like others''..
but she doesnt want to tell who is that..
and probably she is right.
in this times its better to keep all for urself.
more secure..
I just have to make sure she'll be happy.
and than its allright.

(c.)polina kozlova