I think I just find out I am so miserable...lonely...
If only I could find that guy that is the one for me...
But I don't so...that makes me more miserble...
I'm shaking...from like...anger at myself...
How am I suppose to find him,when I refuse to meet the boys that seem interested in me?
I guess I'm just waiting for him to find me first,but how when I do not contact any of the guys,that like me...
Maybe he is one of them...
Oh....shit