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Every day seems the same, every hour lasts endlessly, and you understand that nothing can grasp your attention from the outside. You begin to belive that everything is fading taking your life so far that to catch it will be impossible. But who cares? There are so many human beings around but none of them really stands close. They stand somewhere behind the glass, or they are reflected in the mirror where everything differs greatly. From time to time you stop fighting against cruel reality, but after a while when you become stronger a desparate step will be done to invade a special place where everything, what bothered before, has no sense and power over yourself. In this particular place sun is always shining, and darkness is a rare phenomenon which can be observed one time through the whole eternity.