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...[ still don't have the courage to cancel the ticket reservation cause it means i've made the decision. but i can't keep changing it...so i just have to press the button.
who he is right now and always been - a special person who I meet sometimes in life and things happen - is perfect
the problem is mostly in me, not him) i have just suffered a breakup that was quite deep, so i don't talk or show it much.
but i've lost a very close friend and a meaningful person for me...so it's hard to deal with the thought of people entering or turning up in your life and then you just have to let go.
it's just the thought of loosing. i have problems overcoming loosing people, even no matter how precious they were. i have problems letting go.
every year the thought is harder ]...