He walks on narrow streets of empty town
And drinks his mulled wine and, coming down
From city square he looks into the sky
Where stars shine bright. And then a cry
Is raising up inside his soul, a cry of pain -
No one will like to be alone. In vain
He prays to God and curses Hell
And memories of grief he knows so well
As he falls down to knees. And scream
Of endless sorrow, sour and grim
Roams free in narrow medieval streets
With wind, what plays with paper sheets.
Love everywhere, New Years Eve is step away
And people celebrate together.And way
Too stranded over time his feelings tend
To be. And we all know how story ends...

A little drop of sour love to celebrate
Upcoming year. A recipe where grate-
And-slice ingridient is only human soul.
And will it mater - sweets or coal
You`ll get at Christmas day? Forgetting
Is such lovely sin. And as I`m letting
Go of life, I watch blood running down
The cobble-road. Hail to the Queen and crown!

You maybe will remember me, when
You wake up with someone else. Ten
Days will pass, I will be gone. It`s best
This way - I die, You live. Create your nest
And live your happy life. I was just someone
From the crowd, the poet, writer and no one
Of the romatic tune, no good for nothing more.
And you - the Queen, the Goddes and the core
Of any place and speech.Your charm was strong,
Yet gentle as it only could. But what was wrong
With soul of yours - I couldn`t read it anymore
As I fell in love with you yet more and more.
But in the end as seems no match could be
Of us I guess. And every time as I could see
You laughed just seeing me. I was too late
To born into this world. Well, cheers to fate!

A little drop of sour love to celebrate
Upcoming year. A recipe where grate-
And-slice ingridient is only human soul.
And will it mater - sweets or coal
You`ll get at Christmas day? Forgetting
Is such lovely sin. And as I`m letting.
Go of life, I watch blood running down
The cobble-road. Hail to the Queen and crown!

But yet I`m dead, I can not leave this world.
By crazy ways of Fate or other deity word
I`m chained to you my dearest love!
To be around, protecting from above.
Well, it seems strange, but I did wish
To be with you, well not as ghoulish
Spirit of some kind. But yet I`m here
Near you and every thought I hear
Then you daydream or getting sad,
Then you are happy or got mad.
You changed now, when I attend
Your home. You still pretend
What you are strong and cheerful,
But truth to say - your soul is full
Of grief. And I don`t know how could
I help. If only did I know, I would...

A little drop of sour love to celebrate
Upcoming year. A recipe where grate-
And-slice ingridient is only human soul.
And will it mater - sweets or coal
You`ll get at Christmas day? Forgetting
Is such lovely sin. And as I`m letting.
Go of life, I watch blood running down
The cobble-road. Hail to the Queen and crown!

And then it came - the day I was so scared of...
You came back home with some new and off
It went - a glass of wine, sweet talk and kiss.
But there was one thing you really couldn`t miss,
I think, but yet you did. He put some sleeping drug
Into your glass and then just raped you on the rug.
And I was helpless as a child, my soul was going mad
And I did kill him somehow in my rage. And then bad
Thing did happen - you woke up and saw the dead.
I tried to scream for you to stop inside your head,
But you were shocked and dizzy. You took the knife
And cut your veins with. You sacrified your life.
I rushed to streets and led someone to see the deed,
It was so close for you, but you got all the help you need.
Survived the rape and death you called my name.
Good bye my dear love, I`m off to seek new aim!

A little story of my life and love, what was
More powerful than death itself. The truth has
It - I`m now somewhere else. But yet she lives.
And only this will matter to me. Fate never gives
Wrong jobs or ways to live, it`s just our task
To understand all, what is hidden. Just ask
Yourself sometimes about how someone else
Will live if you will die, how does it feels...