I thought at that time, I saw: we're sleeping, I'm in the middle, you both on the sides, and I'm holding your hands, and I'm happy.
I can imagine only this way: we are all together, none of us leave, we are allways together.
it'll work if you both feel comfort, more: you both love each other.
It'll not gonna do if there's any bit of unsatisfaction.
Can it be real.
I know you have nothing against the idea, but can it be real at all.
And who will be _the most_?
Who will be a little less?
No, you're bigger, because you're.. earlier? longer? or something different?
Will my whole idea, inviolable idea of the only one boundless love be destroyed?
Will I love you less?
Who are the you now?
I'm gonna lie into bed now, cuddle up to your back, squeeze your hand, I'm gonna feel love, and it will be real.