do you wanna know the truth?
i wont hide it under words about all that endless crap about _impossibilities, nothingness, unspokenness_ and on, and on.
im gonna say im about to explode. im almost there right close to the edge from where some silly guys jump down remembering their whole life from the beginning to the very end.
im about to die.
to be honest, i have been about to do it right till now.
im calming down.
its good. i suppose it means i am lucky one.

"there is too much beauty in the world to quit".