I’m absolutely unhappy today. I’m boring with myself and it seems like kind of degradation. I can’t live without anything to do, because my brain immediately starts to melt. But last two days I do nothing at all, because of my laziness. Maybe I need someone with whom I’ll have some joy.

I couldn’t see any passion colors anywhere. It’s awfully sad when you can answers only “..mmm… thanks” when you hear “I love you”. Because the thing I only need, I only love is music. “ it set me free, it let me bleed”.