We always make some investments into relationship and we have definite sexpectations about it...even if you don't get what you need, you still keep investing. Why? Why do we keep investing? Even if we were terrible hurt before...after that we can lose trust to people, we can get disappointed, but we can't resist investing. Is it hope? or maybe it is something that keep us alive, something..that we haven't invented a name for it yet.
Even if it is all wrong and even when you think that it is over...it is not about "something" that keeps you alive, it is you...you are alive!!!! and that means a lot, that means a world! I have to find a decision, it is around me and it is in me, I just have to touch it...is it high time?...who is going to show me something that I ought to see?