u was the first person on the earth who broke me

nobody could do it. never.

nobody will do it again. i promised myself

 

why?

 

what why?

 

why did u promise this to urself?

it is only going to make it harder for ya

 

i dont want to feel what i felt again in my life. i was so close to kill myself. i let u too deep in my heart without thnking what it will cost me.

i will not let anybody else to stole my heart again

 

hahaha

teenager thoguhts

 

no. dont say like that

u dont know how it felt

 

i do)

d u think i didnt feel so disappointed when u took coke?

but doesnt really matter

 

no u dont. sometimes i was sitting in my room alone and screaming from pain inside me. asking god to stop it. it was tearing me into pieces.

 

we are meeting in 2 weeks that wat counts

 

i know that u felt dissapointed but it is another thing . another feelings. and another situation. i loved u.

but ith coke it was only dissapointment

 

coke disappointed me so bad that it lead to the loss of love

 

jokes

 

coz i couldnt trust u

 

it wasnt love. i didnt loose my love after u had sex with other girl after u said into my face that u dont love me anymore, after u said we dont have future with each other, after u slapped me in my face 3 times, after u left me alone. my heart was still with u and i was ready to do everything for u. this is love. and what re u saying it is not serious for me.its just ur bullshit.