АВТОР ПОСТА - Anno

Хоть и на сегодняшний день райден давно находится в глубочайшей коме, однако, как сказала аня, ностальгировать можно всегда

сегодня я принесла немного жж, которые все, наверное, видели. бтв:

Wed, Nov 2 2005

can you still feel the butterflies?

wow.halloween is the new valentines day.i’m feeling quite a bit better now because of you.

(забавно, что хэллоуин – любимый праздник ури, по крайней мере был раньше..)

Mon, Nov 14 2005

look what i got.

there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth…

Sat, Nov 19 2005

i’m so sick it makes me happy,i’m so happy it makes me sick.

jacspoonsoon.

we become the things we do

Thu, Dec 22 2005

if you’re ever lucky enough to have dreams about someone, and wake up right next to them then you’ll know how i’ve felt the past week or so.with you i don’t have to be anybody.my name is just “yours”

i am stuck in a song.we are just sharks and butterflies.vicious and fragile.my neck isn’t the same without you gnawing at it.six days.

“A long december and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving

Now the days go by so fast
And it’s one more day up in the canyons
And it’s one more night in hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven…i wish you would”

(эти все записи, вероятно, о жак)

однако, с жак они расстались в январе. and so it began.

Mon, Mar 13 2006

you come swimming into view..

I may be a great gambler but i can’t win.i roll six when i need seven.i’m good. but no where near great.

I need to get away from the snow..it’s pretty but i need some heat.it’s not coming soon.

the sun’s gone down in my eyes.i’ve never been so alone,and i’ve never been so alive.

magazine covers are ruining my face.i draw all over them.i knowiknowiknow i know i know i know i can’t keep it all…together.

i’d like to believe my horoscope but it’s laughing.when i came to visit you, that’s when i knew. that i could never have you.

living my life a thousand times faster than normal.i’m missing home or am i missing you.or am i missing me.

i can slow down. i just need to stay up all night.

i sleep in a coffin 7 days a week.i don’t dream i don’t don’t dont.

back in vampire sleep,that makes it worse.i’m on a train but there’s no one at the helm.

she’s got her jaws now,locked down in a smile.but nothing is all right.

all right?

If i can keep from losing it now.

don’t lose it now

i don’t think highly of myself.but when you hear you’re a god it gives you quite an image to live up to.

and i tell them i’m not.maybe i never will.

and the god of wine is crouched down in my room.

i want to believe in the faith that grows but i’m having a pretty hard time.

the achohol it permeates.and soon the cells give way, and cancel out the day.

but.somehow i still try to believe that

I’m the one for you cause I know all the dirty things you’d like to do

I’m the fear in your eyes I’m the fire in your flies

I’m the sound that’s buzzing around your head

every creative writer worth our consideration…is a victim: of man given over to an obsession.

quoting graham greene.

and you are guiltless and free.

And I’m hanging on your words,Like I always used to do

The words they use so lightly,

I only feel for you.

I only know because I carry you around In the background

I’m way, im way way way way way way way i’m away i’m way away in the background.

это из песни Third Eye Blind - The Background, которую брендон тоже упоминал раза 3-4 у себя (может это они так оплакивали свои разрывы отношений с их трэш-принцессами). и вообще это не единственное общее у них там.

а исходя из

twiggofviolence: Me too whenever I was on tour I’d wake up and they would be sitting in the lounge together alone at like 7am

slamcrashp33n: That’s shady as shit. Did you call him on it back then?

twiggofviolence: Yeah he said there just “best friends” but he’d rather sleep with ryan in the lounge then me sometimes in his bed. Go figure. I just thought he couldn’t sleep on the bus but now I’m like wow..

они здорово влияли друг на друга. если еще и вспомнить, что келти у себя писала, что в P.O. туре райан стремился проводить больше времени в компании брендона.

Sat, Jun 24 2006

I’m the ghost in the bed.you can touch because i can’t rest. and the lights are always off so I can mold you in the dark.i can shape and pretend.”i just want to have a good time, just like everybody else, but i don’t want to fall apart”

ну тему с ocean sex'ом можно не трогать, все итак помнят, после чего росс удалил жж, и что «ryan is a golden god».

повспоминать молодость:

ryan's lj

brendon's lj

+там много лирики из песен, можно загуглить и послушать.

у меня некоторые подробности относительно этой фотографии

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Brendon’s song mentions the “Emerald City,” which is a Wizard of Oz reference. Ryan has previously written, “You clicked your heels and wished for me,” which is also a Wizard of Oz reference.

emerald city is also a reference to seattle, washington because it’s known as that too and i remember there being rumors that they were in seattle for ryan’s birthday and he and brendon had dinner together.

… the day after the real celebration with all of their friends in NYC. I will leave the why is Ryan wearing the exact same clothes as the night before up to your imagination. (хотя мы знаем, что он всю жизнь не любит мыться :D)

...in the last message they said that Ryan and Brendon were holding hands during dinner. (лично я этого не слышал)

что ты там говорил про сиэтл, райан?..

Mon, Feb 6 2006

lay like lions in the sand..

one day we’ll settle in seattle

я потеряла видео, где на какой-то репетиции/вью они говорят про эмеральд сити.. может кто видел его.

энивэй, считаю, калейдоскоп айз про него все равно.

не знаю, играет ли до сих пор в жак и одри какая-то на них обида, однако они не упускают момента постебаться над россом

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+ реакция жак на фото в инстаграме, которое опять запостил скучающий по райану том:

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видео, которое вы могли не видеть