Настроение сейчас - depressed?rebelled?inspired?

That's way too depressing.
I mean ... too much predictable?
Yeah,that bitch's gonna yell anyway. Trying to keep everything under her control.
Freaking control freak.
That is not cool. And not right.
I'm tired of all this shit.
Wanna silence.
Tired of being dependent. Tired of being controlled.
Hellya,she said she doesn't contol me at all!
Fuck,so how do u call it? Help? Advise?
No,that's a total control.
And I freaking allow u to keep doing that to me.
Oh yeah,u're yelling again. But your victim is not me. This time,just this time.
who knows what're u gonna do next minute.
Oushhh,I do. U gonna yell.
Bitch.
Anyway,fuck u. I'm working on my comics book. I don't care 'bout mess in my room.
I don't care 'bout homework - I'll do it tomorrow.
I don't care 'bout anything but my lovely characters. They need to be done. My story has to be finished. My huge painting must be started in a month.
Cause I love it. Even if u're trying to make me like other stuff. I don't care.
I am who I am,that's it.
*Back to my drawing.

P.S. Sorry for english.
Sorry twice for misspellings and bad lang.
Just had to express what I'm really thinking at the moment.
P.P.S. What a pity,too much thinking in english...
Loosing my roots,baby.